I have pretty well settled into my job at this point. It's been almost 6 months and I have established myself and become a part of the daily operations of a non-profit medical clinic. Despite that I still have moments of doubt. Too many years of working with people that in the long run were only out for themselves. I realize I have become very critical of people but at the same time I still have a great desire to help others. It is that desire that gets me going each morning and keeps me looking for the good in people all day at work. I am in a great mood most of the time because I realize that everything can go haywire in a hurry.
I have had life changing moments that have had a long lingering effect on me. I accept that as part of my life. By trying to remain upbeat and happy the more serious times are easier to handle. I try to save my deep thinking times for home, usually at night after my daughter has gone to bed. It's a good way for me to clear my head, rest and be ready for a new day. As I sit here writing this I am already feeling better about things. My doubting moments will always be there but I know I have the ability to get past them.
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